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Transition Radio Industries September 2012
TELEVISION INTERVIEW
ABOUT HARLOWERAYNE
DETRANS
was born on Aril 20, 1965 in Philadelphia, Pennsylvnia. I was the product of rape, which resulted in me, immediately after birth being tossed into the hellish foster system. Hence the first 19 years on the planet was anything but pretty. However, as a result of it I am who i am today; a thriving survivior managing clinical depression and PTSD, without psych drugs.I consider myself a dynamic evolution in progress experiencing an on-going revoution of the Soul/Psyche. For me learning is a never ending process ... the Universe is a "school of Higher learning." I have always BEEN a Seeker...seeing between the lines... Throughout my life I was always told "You are an old Soul ... who sees beyond the veil."Despite my struggles I have always felt a deep connection to somthing way bigger than myself and this world. I even recall a time BEFORE my entry into this physical plane. Hence I no longer fear dying. Physical death of the body is only a change of address. Because I can't ever recall not being connected to Spirit/Love. I have no beginning nor end. I am Infinity. I am engergy always moving shift-shaping, a constantly expanding-contracting spiral, giving and receiving energy...moving towards the Light from which I've came.As a former transman I am now very at ease being a female bodied gender-non-conformist; honoring the Essence of both my female and male energies.I am Indigo and empathic, i am acutely aware of the energy of my environment and everything in it, which can both be a bane and a blessing. Hence, I've embraced veganism, natural medicine, writing, music, amateur photography, done away with television/movies, and is trying to reduce my impact on Pachamama (Mother Earth). I may be alone, but I am no longer lonely. I now balance solitude with health social interactions. I am at peace with the Universe and mySelf.As this juncture in my journey, I am learning to see the good in everything and everyone...which at times isn't always easy. Because we are of One Mind, Spirit, and Body. When one suffers we ALL suffer. The Universe is akin to the spider's web we are all interconnected.Being the product of a violent childhood... over time I've learned to forgive and release, doing so has lead me to experiencing better emotional/psycholical and physical health. Because anger (which is un-adressed pain), hate, irrational fear, holding grudges, etc...KILLS the soul-heart, and manifests as dis-ease.However, I have not always felt this way. Up to late last summer I've harbored great anger towards those whom have in their ignorance mistreated me as a child and young adult. For a long time I was a semi-reclusive pro-gun, anti-black, pro-death penalty. I was of the "kill 'em all then let God and the devil fight over them' school of thought. I had once viewed the world as a dangerous and evil place which was out to get me ..."pull my wings off." To "cope" with such pain and anger, I've entered into unhealthy relationships & marriages and, for a brief period I crawled deep into the bottle of alcoholism.But Spirit/Love has other plans... the catalyst for this latest event of my on-going spiritual evolution, has lead to an deeper change of heart... occurred on Sunday August 9, 2016. This event has led to an even greater Awaking.I am a Metaphysical Spiritualist but an Agnostic when it comes to religion. To me religion was established by frightened males who viewed anything they did not understand, including women, as evil. Religion has given birth to; misogyny, racism, classism, hatred, warmongering, corporated-greed, murder on micro & macro levels, dis-ease of both the psche & body, the us verses them mentality, the raping of Pachamama (Earth), ... Thus i have NOT use for organized religion, which serves only to alienate us from each other.Thus i try to walk this journey called life as peacefully as possible, holding steadfastly onto the hand of Spirit/God as I know It to be.Do I sometimes experience the ups and downs of life? You bet i do ... because spiritual enlightenment does not grant me a "get out of hell pass" nor gives me delusions of grandure. It only serves as a gentle Guide and equips me with the needed psychological/spiritual tools which allows me to handle life with dignity, integrity, justice, grace, forgiveness, acceptance, optimism, hope, and understanding.























I am now aware that "trouble, disappointments, and heartaches don't last aways, it too shall pass." The rainy storms and muck always produces incrediblely strong beautiful flowers. In the end Love always WILL trump evil as we all journey towards Love's embracing Light.